Stay In Love

     This week has been exhausted. I feel like taking two steps but taking two back. No matter how hard I tried, things always go back. I got lots to do, but I didn't do anything well. Homework, job, and dancing club, I still couldn't find a way to balance them. I have told myself to go to bed by 12 am everyday, but my dream hasn't come true. There are just endless things left to do.  I know it's my problem that I can not have a good time management, but I feel bad every time when I stay up catching planned schedule.

     I am not feeling well now because I am so tired and sleepy.  This journal may be the first time I fulfill this homework so freely. I bet there must be lots of grammar errors or wrong spelling. Yet, sometimes it  is good not to strive for the perfectness. I love writing English freely without caring about the grammar. English is my favorite language because it is a kind of language that people can catch the rough meaning of a paragraph even the writer don't use exactly right grammar.

    It feels cold even inside the house, and I feel tried after practicing dancing for our incoming on-stage performance. However, I can not go to bed because I still got a lot of work to do. I think pressure is the thing that tortures me the most. I care about my dancing performance, my grade, and my job. It is the cares that have stressed me. However, I am determined that I will not give up what I own no matter how hard it seems to be.

   I'll stay in love, keeping pursuing for the improvement of what I have made effort for.