2013年12月29日 星期日

Summary and Reaction to "Praise" from TED-TALK

The speaker firstly pointed out that “the importance of praise” is the topic of the speech. She told her audiences that she got interested in it few years ago when she wanted to praise someone but ended up feeling shy and embarrassed to do so. Then she said that she noticed how essential it is to praise someone by referencing her working experience in a rehab center. Witnessing an old man who is addicted to drugs dying without having told his son that he is proud of him stimulated her to make this point. The old man told everyone else how proud he is of his son; yet he didn't know that his son needed to hear it because he never asked.
The speech was basically saying, “Why don't we ask for the things we want?” It implicates that we should be honest about the praise we want to hear. It is fine to ask for returning gratitude from someone even when we are supposed to the things. For example, husbands are able to ask their wives say something like “thank you for staying home to play with kids.” In fact, it’s good to tell people “Would you praise me this way?” The speaker used the word “Praise” a lot to indicate the necessity of showing one’s gratitude to have someone in their life. In addition, she mentioned "truing your wheels." She said she took her old bike into a shop to get it fixed up to look brand new, which means starting new or fresh in life. Starting a new chapter means becoming a new person in some aspects. Another point was that she said ask questions. You might not be asked questions about how you feel, or maybe this other person in your life don’t ask himself or herself either. Then she said "help the people around you." She talked briefly about world peace, different cultures, and languages. She said "the way to start world peace is to start it at home." Asking and then helping surrounding people when they are in need is a way to improve world peace. Going back to the point, if you never ask the question, you will probably never know the answer.

It’s an inspiring speech to remind us the indispensability of compliment. We are prone to hide our feelings most of the time. Or, we are always too shy to ask others for words that would make us feel good. Nevertheless, praising someone or to be praised is a wonderful thing that will make our life happier and prettier. After listening to the audio, all I did was track memory to the past and introspect the embarrassing and complaining moments in my life. I used to feel weird when telling people how good they are but then got silent smiles; I used to complain people who are not generous to give their compliment. It does nice to hear or to say compliment, while we tend to be too shy to receive or to express it. Thanks to the speech, I will put the importance of praise in mind. I will be brave to say it out and to ask for it, starting a fresh chapter in my life. In a nutshell, I will fulfill points that the speaker proposed- go asking people around me and be honest about the praise that I need to hear. I guess world peace will start to be improved by doing so and by bravely asking questions as well as taking action to help people who are in need.          

2013年12月15日 星期日

Memory

     When it comes to talking about memory, we can’t help but associate it with couple aspects. What is the biological side of memory? How does it affect our learning ability and how are past memories retrieved? There are a bunch of researches studying about “memory’’, a function on which we heavily relies to live. Without memory, we will live aimlessly and insignificantly. Memory is basic equipment for human beings to lead regular life. We survive daily lives by following schedules memorized in our brains. What’s more, we depend on procedural memory to operate physical skills such as cooking and driving, without any conscious effort to recall how to do it.     
     As everyone knows, some people are excellent in academic field, while some are not. There are differences between genius, ordinary people, and fool, resulting from the capacity of working memory. The working memory capacity is one of the elements which composed of IQ. It has a positive relationship with reading comprehension.     

     Based on document, it is said that emotion has a lot to do with affecting memory and thinking.“Subjects exhibited mood-state-dependent memory in recall of word lists, personal experiences recorded in a daily diary, and childhood experiences.” (Bower, 1981, pg129) Those experiences are affectively congruent with the mood which we are in when we recall. “Emotion powerfully influenced such cognitive processes as free associations, imaginative fantasies, social perceptions, and snap judgments about others' personalities.” For example, we tend to recall the shortback of a person when we are mad at him/her, while we always think of the advantage of him/her when we are happy. The reason why emotion has a lot to do with memory lies in its ability to influence our option of scenes when we recall something. A group of students were asked to stay in a lab to have a test about affection of emotion toward memory. Some of them were designated to watch a sad moviw while others were designated to watch a comedy. The goal of the experiment is to see how sadness and happinese effect a person on choosing what to remember in mind. Subjects who read statements such as"Things have been going badly for me lately" and "I'm feeling very lonely, isolated, and depressed." left the lab with a image that they were feeling this way. On the contrary, those who heard laugh in the comedy walked out the lab with rememberence that they were happy. In conclusion, we pick up certain scenes from past events as so-called memory in accordance with current emotion.          

     Besides emotion, age is another factor to affect memory. The difference is, emotion effects mainly on retrospective memory while age effects more on prospective memory. As humankinds get older, age-related memory impairments get greater, which prevents us from remembering to do something we already planned.(Smith, G., Del Sala, S., Logie, R. H., & Maylor, E. A. , 2000, pg871)       

     From some research papers, I learned that memory is an inborn ability which can be strengthened or be weekened by some postnatal factors. Memory gives us an ability to survive in daily lives, while it also misleads us to recall past events wrongly. Knowing the biological side and some hypotheses about memory, I will further find ways to improve it.

     

The start of the forth month in my freshmen year

     This semester seems really fleeting to me. After going through great pressure of studying for getting good grades in high school, I told myself that I must need to have fun in college. It’s not wrong with having fun or going to parties; however, it’s not right when having fun without taking on my responsibility. All I desired is a fantasy college life with craziness. I hung out with new friends after school all the time even until midnight every day. I left studying aside and just prepared maybe one hour before all my quizzes. Studying in Hsinchu and being away from my parents made me excited.  I feel free and independent as a college student. For this reason, all I wanted and all I did were only having fun. I used to go to parties or stay in couple friends’ house each single night until I received the assessment data. After seeing "flunk" grade on one of my classes, I suddenly realized that I should start to study much more harder than before. I realized that we come to college not just for fun but also for a better understanding of certain knowledge.  


     Feeling guilty and not knowing how to do, I had conversations with several friends and cried to them. It was the first time in my life to receive a “F.” Studying had been everything for me, but somehow it meant nothing after I entered college. The failure reminded me that it is time to move on! I went back home and read syllabus of all my classes, highlighting the importance and trying to figure out rules. Then, I wrote down studying plan for classes which are tough to me. I promise to myself that I will work step by step form now on, keeping in mind that attending college is not for killing time but for learning something! 

2013年12月13日 星期五

What if you had only one year to live?

   What if you had only one year to live?” What a depressing thought! I was asked this question on my general class this week. The question may sound kind of ridiculous; however, it is actually inspiring that it stimulates us to redefine what important things in our life are. Let’s just say, solely for argument’s sake, you were told that your days were numbered and you only had a year left. What would you do? Who would you spend time with? What would you change? How would you live your last year? These questions are in fact hard to answer.
     
     Some people say that it may be much easier to answer if we change “one year” to “one day,” for “one year” is neither short nor long. Most of my interviewers hesitated for a while before they started to answer the question, but I still got some critical conclusions from their responses. Things which they want to do in a year are not quite the same, but there are some common motivations. Firstly, people tend to think of what they have been putting off. For instance, conversations needed to have, adventures wanted to take, or places desired to visit. Secondly, they want to know how others score the way and the attitude they lived. They want to know if they are courageous or inspiring to others. They want to know what will be their legacy. Last but not least, everyone wondered what difference they want to make with their life over the next year. It is not only what we want that matters; it is the result and the influence.  
     
     For a both inspiring and moving example, consider Randy Pausch, the Professor at Carnegie Mellon who was diagnosed with terminal cancer in 2007. His “last lecture” video is a great example of how he answered all of these questions before he died. He interviewed others and got new ideas from them; he led each day positively with love and hope. I believe that if we could keep living 12 months like this, we’ll not only have a life full of inspiration, but a life that inspires countless others along the way. Briefly to say, life’s too short, so why not lead every day to our perfect as the last day.

2013年12月1日 星期日

Stay In Love

     This week has been exhausted. I feel like taking two steps but taking two back. No matter how hard I tried, things always go back. I got lots to do, but I didn't do anything well. Homework, job, and dancing club, I still couldn't find a way to balance them. I have told myself to go to bed by 12 am everyday, but my dream hasn't come true. There are just endless things left to do.  I know it's my problem that I can not have a good time management, but I feel bad every time when I stay up catching planned schedule.

     I am not feeling well now because I am so tired and sleepy.  This journal may be the first time I fulfill this homework so freely. I bet there must be lots of grammar errors or wrong spelling. Yet, sometimes it  is good not to strive for the perfectness. I love writing English freely without caring about the grammar. English is my favorite language because it is a kind of language that people can catch the rough meaning of a paragraph even the writer don't use exactly right grammar.

    It feels cold even inside the house, and I feel tried after practicing dancing for our incoming on-stage performance. However, I can not go to bed because I still got a lot of work to do. I think pressure is the thing that tortures me the most. I care about my dancing performance, my grade, and my job. It is the cares that have stressed me. However, I am determined that I will not give up what I own no matter how hard it seems to be.

   I'll stay in love, keeping pursuing for the improvement of what I have made effort for.

A deeper look at Isabel Allende's “The Judge's Wife”

    “The Judge’s Wife” is talking about a man who born with deformed organism is doomed to die of a woman. Thus, his mom gave him a lofty name, Nicolas Vidal, trying to prevent him from the tragedy. Nicolas Vidal grows up in an environment lack of love; for he knows that he may put himself in the danger once he falls in love with a woman. The prophecy makes him a cold-blooded man. He is the most notorious guy in the town, and no one dares to against him except for Judge Hidalgo. Judge Hidalgo is the antagonist in the story. He has great passion for justice so he works hard on capturing Nicolas Vidal. He once set a delicate trap to grab Nicolas Vidal, but the result is further beyond his expectation. He puts Nicolas’s mom in the cage and gives her only a little bit of water, assuming that Nicolas would come to save her. However, Nicolas Vidal never shows up. Instead, Casilda stands out to save the woman’s life. Casilda is the judge’s wife with most feminine characteristics. She is powerless, weak, and dependent. To readers’ amazement is, she has no fear in the face of Nicolas Vidal. Resulted from the sudden death of her husband, she has no choice but to put herself in the fight in order to protect her children. The climate and the breakthrough in this story is that this feminine character is the one whom the most courageous protagonist surrenders to. Casilda uses her sexual power to melt Nicolas Vidal’s iron-like heart. Though she forgets her aim to win time for her children in the process of the unexpected intimacy, Nicolas Vidal doesn’t escape from his fate. Casilda begs him to flee when she hears the voice of soldiers in the distance, but he chooses to embrace her until the last moment and fulfills the prophecy.
     The theme of this story is that fate is inconvertible no matter how deliberately human beings try to escape from it. The result which we don’t want it to happen may be able to be suppressed by human factors temperately, but the destiny is after all unchangeable. Besides Allende’s life philosophy, stereotype implicated under her hands is another worthy aspect to explore. Stereotype can be found in Nicolas Vidal’s appearance and the correspondent prophecy; the judge’s tidy dress and his austere trait; the acceptance and the rejection by society; and Casilda’s feminine characteristics. It is reasonable to infer that these stereotypes are related to the place where Allende grew up and the value of the society in 1950s.
“Casilda was passive, demure, timid woman who had been married to an austere old man in front of whom she had never even dared appear naked (Kennedy, Gioia 289).” Words like “passive,” “demure,” and “timid” are used to describe this feminine tale, a character whose characteristics are usually associated with women in 1950s Latin America. We learned from Western History that sexual inequality was deeply rooted in 1950s Latin America, so it is not hard to think why Allende created such character. Allende make Casilda a typical woman whose traits are more acceptable to the society then by using words like “wondered eyes (Kennedy, Gioia 283),” and “insubstantial (Kennedy, Gioia 284),” accentuating her strongly feminine image. A weak woman like Casilda casts fear aside in the plight due to the nature of a mother. Nonetheless, as a female, she is too powerless to fight with Nicolas Vidal, so she has no choice but to use her body as weapon. Taking advantage of sexual power to captivate a man is a common strategy when people think of woman, and it matches to the stereotype toward 1950s women in Latin America.
The characteristics of Casilda shows the stereotype towards women in Allende’s era; on the other side, the appearance of Nicolas Vidal and the correspondent prophecy of his destiny shows the stereotype towards people who are rejected by the society. Nicolas Vidal was born in a windowless room. He is the son of a whore and an unknown father. “The world has no place for him, and his mother knows it (Kennedy, Gioia 283).” In this sentence, the stereotype that those who come from unsound family are less acceptable by the society is proved via the voice of Nicolas Vidal’s mom. He has four nipples, which leads to a prophecy that he will lose his head over a woman. The prophecy in the end turns to be true, which supports the fetishistic belief rumored in Latin America. From here, we see that the era and the surround environment do have influence on the writing of the author. Superstition is the common stereotype when people think of Latin America. According to history textbook, their ancient kingdom was taken over by Spanish because they believed in the mythology. Allende took on Latin American culture in her description of the prophecy. She also gave readers a clue to discover what kind of person is more apt to have the prophecy come true and is inclined to be rejected by the society. She used negative words like “doleful (Kennedy, Gioia 283),” “fearsome (Kennedy, Gioia 283),” and “hardened heart (Kennedy, Gioia 284)” to describe this protagonist. These negative words also implicate the tough life of this tale. “His face was scarred from knife fights before he reached his teens, so it came as no surprise to decent folk that he ended up a bandit (Kennedy, Gioia 285).” The use of “no surprise” strongly indicates how deeply stereotype was rooted in that society. The sentence can be explained that Nicolas Vidal’s look is supposed to be a bandit and be rejected by the public because of his look.
Allende bestowed strong image on both protagonist and antagonist. The antagonist is called Judge Hidalgo. She created a strong image for this tale while applying common stereotype toward judges on him. Hidalgo is Casilda’s husband. He has great passion for justice. Words like “severity (Kennedy, Gioia 284),” and “stubbornness (Kennedy, Gioia 284)” were used to depict him. Those are common adjectives when people think of judges. It is not hard to guess from those words that the judge is a guy who doesn’t know how to please women. Thus, these words give the following development a full explanation about why Casilda finds herself gratitude towards Nicolas Vidal after she gave him the complete self. “He dressed formally in black; his boots always shone with beeswax (Kennedy, Gioia 284).” Black gives people a feeling of harshness and “dressed formally” indicates the judge’s profession. Besides, “shinning boots with beeswax” is the common impression which those professions give to people. Judge Hidalgo is righteous, but he is too prim.
Stereotype and superstition are two features of “The Judge’s Wife.” By analyzing Allende’s characters, readers are able to get acquainted with Latin American culture in 1950s. No matter stereotypes toward women, rejected people, or professions, Allende used accurate words to make vivid descriptions. Her depiction of characters is one of the most distinguishing features of the story.
Another plausible part is the structure of this short story. Allende made a great arrangement in the limit space. She used elements like stereotype, superstition, and also romantic plot to connect the whole page. She firstly pointed out the weakness of Casilda, but she finally let this powerless woman end the life of the scariest guy. The most touched part is that Nicolas Vidal chooses to fulfill the prophecy in the face of love. A concept that Allende used romantic relationship as the bridge to establish equality between men and women was pointed out in Thompson’s paper. “‘The Judge’s Wife’ and ‘Revenge’ represent Allende’s strategy of feminist resistance against patriarchal domination within romantic relationships (1).” “Revenge” is another work also written by Allende and is always compared to “The Judge’s Wife.” Both stories stand for the sexual equality within romantic relationship. “Patriarchal domination” is contrast to feminine weakness, but “feminist resistance” does conquer the inequality existed in stereotype “within romantic relationship.” The use of words such as “patriarchal domination” and “feminist resistance” further confirmed the stereotype bond in “The Judge’s Wife,” but these two words also play significant role in making a balance within romantic relationship.                                                 
     The story is short, but the structure is compact. “Nicolas Vidal always knew he would lose his head over a woman (Kennedy, Gioia 283).” Allende in the beginning points out the background of the story, giving readers a clue to the development. This sentence in effect challenges the patriarchal society in postcolonial Latin America. “In using narrative strategies to undermine and disempower patriarchal domination, Allende’s writing builds upon a tradition of literary inheritance from writers like Rosario Castellanos (Thompson 1). Thompson used the word “disempower” to tell readers that Allende’s writing of “The Judge’s Wife” is avant-garde, and he gave her a compliment when he said that Allende’s writing style can be tracked back to Rosario Castellanos, a Mexican female writer who is one of the most essential literary voice in the last century.
     Allende made Casilda a traditional woman who matches to all stereotype towards women in the patriarchal world. In the short pages, she briefly described how Casilda succumbs to her husband and has no jobs but to take care of her three children. Most of Casilda’s images are indicated in the story via the voice of Nicolas Vidal. His negative tone in talking about Casilda is the most satirized contrast in the story because he ends up being crazy for the “lifeless ghost (Kennedy, Gioia 284)” whom he hasn’t paid heed to. “Casilda is seemed to him almost ugly (Kennedy, Gioia 284).” Nevertheless, “Nicholas Vidal chose to fold her in a last embrace, thus fulfilling the prophecy that had sealed his fate from the start (Kennedy, Gioia 283).” It says that though women are tender and powerless, they have capacity to resist men. This concept was unacceptable in 1950s Latin America, so Thomas praised her strategy on undermining patriarchal domination. Allende indicates that sex equality does exist in the world called love, and stereotype is nothing in front of it. “Allende’s narrative strategies contextualize this ‘love’ to counteract the prevailing myth by complicating established binaries such as active/passive, masculine/feminine and dominator/dominated (Thompson 1).” There are plenty of conflictions set in the story. For example, Nicolas Vidal’s original negative impression of Casilda and his final affection towards her; Casilda’s weakness in front of her husband and her courage in the plight; Casilda’s timid property and her fire-like passion in the process of making love with Nicholas Vidal; and so on. These conflictions are keys to the climate in the story, carrying Allende’s desire of sexual equality.
     In “The Judge’s Wife,” Allende took on the stereotype prevailing in 1950s Latin America. Though all her tales’ properties match to the common stereotype, she set lots of confliction to implicate that nothing is absolute. In addition, the ending that the mighty Nicolas Vidal’s head was lost over an emasculated woman is controversial in the dominant patriarchal world. She used narrative strategy to disempower the dominant in a limited space with proper language and sound structure, which is the value of this work. 

Study Skills Inventory with written reaction/plan

     I took a study inventory this week , and the inventory shows that I am lack of studying skills. I think the reason is resulted from my reluctance to study.  I can’t be focus enough on things I should do. Instead, I looked up my textbook, sitting in front of my desk; always think of something else other than studying. My studying skill is inefficient and deficient.

     The inventory result tells me that I should look upon the seriousness of studying inefficiently. Because of the inefficiency, I always stay up late or turn in homework late. It’s not only hurt my grades but also my health. I wrote plans done but found it unhelpful. I couldn’t even follow what I wrote down, always living behind plans. I really want to improve my reading skill and focus level, so that I can spend less time but do more things. First, I wrote down a motto in front of my desk so that I can constantly remind myself to be ambitious. Second, know the rule and find a way. I read syllabus again and tried to figure out what kind of teaching style my professor use.   Also, I learned how to take notes. I will keep taking notes because I believe that it enhance our familiarity with materials which we were learning for. Last but not least, I will learn the skill of highlighting, which will save time for me next time when I read the textbook.